I can't believe that my last journal where i mentioned that i was depressed was from 5 months ago!
and now i feel 10 time worse!
I have no idea what happened every thing gets to be more worse than before, i can't get into details at the moment.
but if anyone felt that shit for so long please give me some advice before i do something i might regret about!
i don't want to ask people who are close to me because everyone will act like they care but deep inside i know that they don't
i know that it's not like  i'm being  anonymous actually here on DA there are lots of people who know me but not in person so i think it's better to post this here,
so anyone who reads this if there is a way or anything i could do to cure depression please share it with me.
as I have officially hit rock bottom with my self esteem!!
thanks!!