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I can't believe that my last journal where i mentioned that i was depressed was from 5 months ago!
and now i feel 10 time worse!
I have no idea what happened every thing gets to be more worse than before, i can't get into details at the moment.
but if anyone felt that shit for so long please give me some advice before i do something i might regret about!
i don't want to ask people who are close to me because everyone will act like they care but deep inside i know that they don't
i know that it's not like i'm being anonymous actually here on DA there are lots of people who know me but not in person so i think it's better to post this here,
so anyone who reads this if there is a way or anything i could do to cure depression please share it with me.
as I have officially hit rock bottom with my self esteem!!
thanks!!
and now i feel 10 time worse!
I have no idea what happened every thing gets to be more worse than before, i can't get into details at the moment.
but if anyone felt that shit for so long please give me some advice before i do something i might regret about!
i don't want to ask people who are close to me because everyone will act like they care but deep inside i know that they don't
i know that it's not like i'm being anonymous actually here on DA there are lots of people who know me but not in person so i think it's better to post this here,
so anyone who reads this if there is a way or anything i could do to cure depression please share it with me.
as I have officially hit rock bottom with my self esteem!!
thanks!!
sadness is taking over my life!
I don't write journals often, but i just feel completely depressed and boredom and failure are taking over my life,
it's been 2 months and each day and i mean literally each day i wake up i feel like shit and when i go to bed i feel worse and then it starts all over again the next day, i hope that i could stop feeling like that or just only for one day!
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Hey all, I would like anyone who visits my profile to take some time and visit one of my talented friends new paintings!! :w00t!:
I'm sure that you will love her new work :gallery:
~imanamy (https://www.deviantart.com/imanamy)
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Hey all :)
Lately i have some free time on my hands, so i have had the idea of doing some commissions,
so if anyone wants to have a vexel or a vector portrait of thier favorite celebrity or any other portrait or maybe a cartoon character of your self or of a friend just tell me, it wont be grand or anything but i will try my best..
it's just i wanted to waste some of my time with something useful, and i need to learn more vectorizing techniques, and there is no better way than practicing.
so if anyone's interested just let me know.
thanks all, waiting for your requests!! :excited:
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Hey all, i rarely do write any journals but i wanted to share with all who visit my profile the work of some of my dear and brilliant friends..
~bosks (https://www.deviantart.com/bosks)
:iconimanamy:
:iconmokkaa:
:iconamazony:
:iconROSHDY:
:iconHAM7:
Enjoy :D
:iconnewpopart:
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WELL! i hope you don't mind advice/ranting from a random person? :s i'm 15 so my advice is probably crap D: but i can try to make you feel less crappy?! 
ok, ok :3 so i'm so sorry you feel so sad
no one should ever feel sad or depressed. and please don't do anything terrible 
i've always thought depression was kinda a mindset.... ya know, cause when you start thinking about sad thoughts, you feel kinda sad and when you have angry thoughts, you kinda feel tense. so maybe you could listen to your favorite kinda music or something a little upbeat and happy... such as techno? or maybe pop? and maybe it would get you in a good mood?
and then after that, you could just go out for a stroll and get some coffee or something and hang out somewhere. make a new friend? maybe you just need a good influence or positive energy around you ^_^ *TRYING SO HARD TO BESTOW POSITIVE ENERGY ON YOU 
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but whatever you're feeling, you won't stop feeling that way unless you let go of what's bothering you. that's what my mom tells me or tells herself when she's feeling stressed/sad, "just let it go". you have nothing but the future 
look forward to it ^_^ theres something out there to be happy about i promise
ok, ok :3 so i'm so sorry you feel so sad
no one should ever feel sad or depressed. and please don't do anything terrible i've always thought depression was kinda a mindset.... ya know, cause when you start thinking about sad thoughts, you feel kinda sad and when you have angry thoughts, you kinda feel tense. so maybe you could listen to your favorite kinda music or something a little upbeat and happy... such as techno? or maybe pop? and maybe it would get you in a good mood?
and then after that, you could just go out for a stroll and get some coffee or something and hang out somewhere. make a new friend? maybe you just need a good influence or positive energy around you ^_^ *TRYING SO HARD TO BESTOW POSITIVE ENERGY ON YOU * but whatever you're feeling, you won't stop feeling that way unless you let go of what's bothering you. that's what my mom tells me or tells herself when she's feeling stressed/sad, "just let it go".
you have nothing but the future look forward to it ^_^ theres something out there to be happy about i promise